Sunday
11:15 PM
I bought a rice cooker today, as well as this notebook (and pens). By last one broke and I had hoped that it would help me cook more and eat more at home.
I've actualy felt rather nice toda, which is odd considering how awful I felt last night. Maybe I've appepted by feelings more and thus feel a little liberated.
I don't like my family. I want to leave. If I were 14 maybe that would garner sympathy, but I am 20, and thus just feel pathetic. I am taking another semester off of school, this time by force. I need more time to save money to be able to move and pay tuition.
My life shattered and my future died coming up on 9 months ago. I will need to find a new path in the wake of that.
I Miss you Salem .<3
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